Sheesh... what a day.... what a day !

I'm stuck at home, doing the same work since yesterday morning, did not sleep much, still doing it.

Not sleeping much has been my lifestyle. Rather than telling people that 'Sleeping Is For The Weak', I have to admit that I dislike sleeping. Sleeping makes me feel weak. Really (or is it because Im the lazy one who just doesnt wanna get my ass of my bed after one good sleep? ahaaa... but shhhhh~ :P)

Anyway, it was my birthday 2 days ago, my 27th one. I did not celebrate this round in a formal way, rather, i gave myself an excuse to attend my ex-colleague's wedding reception. It was pretty much a photography session rather than sitting down quietly, feasting on foods on the table. In fact I did not eat much that evening. I was at the front most of the time, snapping pictures of the bride and the groom. Photos will be up as soon as I compress them. They are really HUGE.

Just now, Mii was talking about birthdays.

miyuki is waiting for the Hat Yai trip~ says:
hi

Me says:
helo mii
how r u ?

miyuki is waiting for the Hat Yai trip~ says:
how u ce3lebrated ur bday?

Me says:
I went to ex colleague's wedding

miyuki is waiting for the Hat Yai trip~ says:
i tot got bday cake?

Me says:
haha nope

miyuki is waiting for the Hat Yai trip~ says:
but make sure u made ur wish~

Me says:
didnt
cus no cake
T.T

Suddenly. This saddened me :(

I never had a proper birthday cake before last year's birthday when my ex celebrated for me, and also when my good friend bought one for me. But I have always hoped for one for many many years. Seeing that my friends have people celebrating for them, throwing parties and scattering confetties just made me feel so happy. How I wished my birthdays can be celebrated this way. I guess the reason why no one actually celebrated my birthday was that for so many years, my birthday actually fell on Chinese New Year.. My family wouldnt do it for me.

I wonder why... Does this mark that Im getting old and there seem to be things that I took for granted in the past? Or just plainly getting emotional?

Hmm.... getting emotional aint my tag though...